As I sit here, awake. Yes awake, (I know WTF?!) I have no idea what to do.

Basically, I want/need a job right now. I need money, I am not going to get EMA as my parents earn too much. In September, i’ll need:

• The bus to sixth form everyday
• Lunch
• School supplies, Text books etc.
• DSLR camera
• Clothes
• Driving Lessons
• Going out, to the cinema, places with friends
• Etc, Etc, Etc.

The list goes on, I’ll need a lot of money, and won’t get it. I do not have a job, I really want a job, more than anything, but the truth is. I won’t get one, the few places which are hiring want experience, supermarkets are now wanting you to be 18, and if I were to find a job they wouldn’t hire me, when they can hire somewhere else.

I am getting bored beyond belief, feeling useless when I could be earning money, here is my emo blog, I hate life.